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Neues Hoerbuch (auf Deutsch :-)) – New audiobook (in German)

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Eine kleine Hoerprobe…

Sie hatte sich schon auf dem Weg zur Spitze gesehen…Innerhalb einer Woche aendert sich Natalyas Leben fuer immer.

Die 16-jรคhrige Natalya Pushkaya hat nur einen einzigen Traum: die beste Ballerina zu werden, die es je gegeben hat. Das Tanzen hat schon immer bestimmt, wer sie ist und sie wรผrde alles tun, um die Hauptrolle in der jรคhrlichen Abschlussvorstellung der School of Performing Arts zu landen.

Aber…wird es ihr gelingen?

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ABOUT THE NARRATOR

I was very happy to work with Kathrin Kana on this audiobook. She brings Natalya to life and am crossing my fingers she will narrate the follow-up as well ๐Ÿ™‚

Award-winning bilingual voice-over artist w/ 18+ yrs. experience: commercials & industrials, language & audiobooks, etc.

Check out her website here: https://www.kathrinkanavoice.com/

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Why do I write?

This question came from #ASummerInWriting on Instagram – and I thought I’d share the answer on my blog too ๐Ÿ™‚ Expanding it a little too…Oh and if you want to read some very thoughtful, heartfelt answers from other authors, don’t hesitate to browse the hashtag on Instagram. I was very humbled and touched by so many authors sharing their reasons yesterday.

Why do I write?

This was an easy and yet so difficult question to answer.

Difficult because there are so many reasons I write (including wanting to make a living out of writing – I mean I’m still day-dreaming about getting that call from Reese Whiterspoon about adapting one of my books or maybe Netflix or Lifetime).

But mainly, it is difficult because answering it also means being vulnerable in a way. Putting those words out there. Not a story. But part of my story.

And then answering it is also easy because I know the answers. I know why I write. All the reasons. And one of the main reasons.

I feel like it’s always been because writing is an outlet for my imagination.

Already when I was a teenager…I had those stories I wanted to tell. It’s hard to describe the feeling I have when I finally fully understand my characters and how much I want to be able to tell their stories. And how much I can’t wait for them to have a happy ending. Even though for some of them, it might take a lot of heartache along the way, they will have a happy ending.

Writing enables me to express myself. And know that my words may help others in one way or another. It might distract them. Pull them in. It might make them feel…

And when I don’t write, my anxiety and OCD tend to get worse. It doesn’t mean that writing is easy or that writing is the all-in-one solution.

It’s all about balance, right?

I go to therapy. Well, right now, I do zoom therapies ๐Ÿ™‚

And I’m lucky that I have two wonderful therapists. One who’s been helping me deal with the anxieties related to cancer and who’s been helping me with staying in the moment, being more present while also not ignoring the fears that come with *wave hands* everything. 

And more recently I also started seeing an OCD specialist. And I’ll be forever grateful to my “cancer” therapist who recognized that she couldn’t help me with what I was going through with OCD. So that I could learn how to deal with it. It’s also a process. I have homework ๐Ÿ˜›

Apparently, going through months of chemo, then radiation, then immunotherapy, then a stem cell transplant and menopause and vitamin D deficiency and everything means that the brain may not have its usual mechanisms in place to deal with stress. Mechanisms I had learned in therapy back in Germany ๐Ÿ™‚ I also had to learn new mechanisms for OCD as I hadn’t done too much work on that before. I’m telling you… it’s a process.

The last book I wrote TRUST ME, TRUST ME NOT meant a lot to me because I wrote it during treatment and right after treatment. I published it before my stem cell transplant. I raised money with it for LLS. I loved and still love Lacey and Hunter. Writing that book was very cathartic. And finishing to write that book felt like such an accomplishment.And the one I’m currently writing? It manages to make me laugh out loud. And swoon. And it’s very different than my romantic suspense (no killers in this one), but it’s another way for me to be in the moment. To work. To be productive. To dream. To be creative. To tell stories.

That’s why I write.

If you’re a writer, why do you write? And if you’re a reader, why do you read?

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#TeamJuwan 4th Annual Toy and Book Drive

Juwan’s Mom and I are in some of the same online Hodgkin’s Lymphoma support groups. We don’t know each other personally. But I’ve been following Juwan’s treatment and read his mom’s posts and seen videos of him in the Abington High School marching band (where he’s the lieutnant). I celebrate Juwan’s victories and I share the pain when there are setbacks. I smile with her and think of Juwan and his entire family often. As I was going through my own autologous stem cell transplant, I remembered reading his story. And he inspired me to stay as positive as I could. When it got rough, like when I had sepsis or when I couldn’t really eat or when I was feeling scared, what helped me was: my husband staying overnight, my parents visiting, the nurses and doctors who went above and beyond, my family and friends who sent notes and messages and checked in and thinking about the stories I had read. Juwan’s story was one of them.

For his 18th birthday and high school graduation, Juwan is organizing his 4th Annual Toy and Book Drive.

Because since he’s been diagnosed at the age of 13, he’s been organizing an Annual Toy And Book Drive for other children in the oncology unit at Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia to celebrate his own birthday.

“I decided to collect toys to give to the hospital, so that other children will have something to do, to stay positive,” said Juwan. (Source: 6abc)

Here’s how you can help with his drive, but please, please keep on reading to see how you can also help by registering and spreading the word about Be The Match, as Juwan’s autologous stem cell transplant failed and he’s in a need of a donor for an allo transplant.

  • Amazon Wish List for the pediatric oncology department at The Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia. Please write in the gift message that it is for Team Juwan: https://bit.ly/TeamJuwanWishList
  • Virtual yearbook to send your well wishes and congratulatory messages to Juwan on his graduation: https://bit.ly/TeamJuwanVirtualYearbook
  • You can also donate or mail a gift card to the Kisses for Kyle Foundation (local foundation that supports the families of pediatric cancer patients) (https://kissesforkyle.org/). Thanks for including a note mentioning your gift is from Team Juwan.

Juwan has also spearheaded a campaign to register more people to Be The Match. If you text “SAVEJUWAN” to 61474 you can get a link to be on the bone marrow donor registry and help potentially save his life or someone else’s.

And his goal at the beginning was to register 1000 people, but he helped register 10000 people! (I tried to add a video here but it’s not embedding for some reason…you can see it here).

He still doesn’t have a match.

โ€œEven if he doesnโ€™t find a match, heโ€™s been adamant about getting more people on the registry list,โ€ said Andrea Adams, Juwanโ€™s mother. (Source: The Philadelphia Tribune).

The following is from an article published in The Philadelphia Tribune who talked to Lauren Mueller, a Be The Match spokesperson:

โ€œIf youโ€™re a white patient in need there is a 72% chance to find a person on the registry list,โ€ says Lauren Mueller, a Be The Match spokesperson. โ€œThe likelihood of someone who is African American or Black is as low as 23 percent.โ€

A personโ€™s ethnic background can make all the difference. There is an urgent need to increase the ethnic background of the donor registry, especially in the African-American community. If more Black people register and donate, more Black lives will have a greater chance of survival.

โ€œThere is a huge gap we need to fill to give all patients life-saving procedure,โ€ Mueller said. โ€œWe need to diversify the registry. That will help all patients find a perfect match.

โ€œIf someone joins and turns out [to be a match to Juwan] that can be a cure for him,โ€ she added. โ€œThe transplant will be a cure. Thatโ€™s pretty amazing.

โ€œWe are likely to match with someone who shares a similar ethnic background,โ€ Mueller said. โ€œSomeone who is African American is more likely to match an African American donor with a similar genetic makeup.โ€

Adams has a 15% chance to find a donor because of his ethnicity, Andrea Adams said.

Source: BeTheMatch.org

Be The Match has announced concrete steps which might help raise the number of Black patients in need of a donor transplant to find a match (Source: Words Are Not Enough on BeTheMatch.org). Here are a few steps they are taking:

  • Increasing awareness and education in the Black and African American community about the resources and potential cures available to treat Sickle Cell and other blood diseases.
  • Adding a paid community engagement fellowship in the Twin Cities focused on building relationships and increasing trust with ethnically diverse communities.
  • Increasing the number of interns from historically black colleges and universities by 50%.
  • Committing $250,000 by the end of 2021 to partner with community and civic organizations serving diverse communities such as the National Urban League Young Professionals. (…)

Juwan’s 18th birthday is in July. So let’s continue sharing his story and his campaign to register more people to Be The Match. And let’s help him with his 4th Annual Toy and Book Drive. Let’s find ways to make him smile, like he always tries to find ways to make other people smile.

“It makes me happy when I can make someone else happy and make their day better, I don’t know what it is. I just enjoy putting smiles on people’s faces,” Adams says. (Source: 6abc)

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#BeTheMatch …You can save a life.

The Chemical Engineer just joined #BeTheMatch โ€˜s registry. Joining the Be The Match Registryยฎ means volunteering to be listed as a potential blood stem cell donor, ready to save the life of any patient in need of a transplant. Heโ€™s about to put his swabbing kit back into the mail. That picture of him in the collage on the right is him smiling while swabbing his chick.We were inspired by Juwan (https://www.ourraceagainsttime.org/story-juwan/).

Juwan is a teenager who was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma a year before me. His mom is a member of two online groups Iโ€™m also a member of and she shared his experience, his strength and the way he helped other kids throughout his own treatment. Juwan had an autologous stem cell transplant that unfortunately failed and he’s looking for a donor to do another transplant. Juwan is also helping getting more people to Be The Match. Can you โ€œBe The Match?โ€

Thanks to his efforts 10 000 people registered to the registry. Anyone between the ages of 18 and 44 can help by texting savejuwan to 61474 or registering online at http://join.bethematch.org/Juwan

Have you registered?

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I don’t understand…

I donโ€™t understand.

I was on Facebook yesterday and I saw people talking about George Floydโ€™s death and while acknowledging the officers needed to be arrested, dismissing the idea of systemic racism.

And Iโ€™m baffled.

Iโ€™m baffled because saying one needs to look at the issue of systemic racism, including in the police force, doesnโ€™t (a) say everyone is knowingly racist, (b) includes the idea of internalized bias, (c) doesnโ€™t take away from the courage of police officers who put their lives at risk or the sacrifice their families makes.

It doesnโ€™t.

Currently reading.

And some of you might be rolling your eyes reading this (if you still are). Others might be saying, โ€œWhat does she know? Sheโ€™s a liberal bleeding heart. Such a snowflake.โ€ And you might be getting angry. Frustrated. Just the picture of the book Iโ€™m reading may have annoyed you.

โ€œBlue Lives Matterโ€, you might reply. Or post a meme or two. And I could reply that youโ€™re not blue. But that would probably stop you from reading. A knee-jerk reaction saying I donโ€™t understand. So instead, I will reply with โ€œWhere do you see me saying police lives do not matter? Where did I imply that? Did I not recognize at the beginning of my post the sacrifices and courage it takes to be a police officer?โ€ Because itโ€™s true. It takes courage and sacrifice.

And I also agree there needs to be more training. There needs to be more support and more staffing. And there needs to be a discussion on why those other police officers stood by without intervening.

One does not negate the other.

He died.

โ€œAll Lives Matterโ€, you might answer. So why do you have a problem with โ€œBlack Lives Matterโ€? How is it that a 30-year old White man will be called a boy? And a twelve-year old Black boy will be said to look older than his age? Itโ€™s pernicious. Itโ€™s there. In the words. In the attitude.

Reports have shown that there is racial bias in the healthcare system.

The same goes in the justice system. โ€œReportsโ€ You may cough dismissingly.

Hereโ€™s what the report on Baltimore policing mentioned for example: โ€œBlack pedestrians were 37 percent more likely to be searched by Baltimore police citywide and 23 percent more likely to be searched during vehicle stops. But officers found contraband twice as often when searching white residents during vehicle stops and 50 percent more often during pedestrian stops, the report notes.โ€ (Source: The Baltimore Sun).

In both healthcare and the justice system and in our everyday life, this type of behavior is fueled by internalized bias. Internalized racism. Some of you might stop reading here. Because what? Of course not. *I* am not racist. This is so outrageous and wrong and offensive. But Iโ€™m not talking about a conscious choice of being racist.

Of course most of us would stand up against explicit bias. I want to believe most of the people reading this wouldnโ€™t go to Charlottesville with tikki torches, screaming โ€œJews will not replace us.โ€ And most of the people reading this would be outraged about people calling Michelle Obama a โ€œMonkey Faceโ€ or an โ€œApe in heelsโ€, or about the shooting in a Black church in Charlerston. Because this is outward racism. Because this is tragic.

But then thereโ€™s internal bias. The one we donโ€™t notice. The one I know I have. Am I so different from you? I recognize I can have internal bias. But youโ€ฆyou reading this getting mad and frustrated or simply laughing because โ€œThis is bullshitโ€.

Because why? You never made any disparaging comments? You never used the n-word. I never did either. But the bias is still there.

And Iโ€™m aware of it. And Iโ€™m consciously fighting it.

Itโ€™s also really ingrained in the smallest things. Like as pointed out in this Twitter thread: 

One example she mentions in case you didnโ€™t click on the link is going to ballet class and being asked to wear โ€œflesh toneโ€ tights:

I was six and in ballet when I first heard this term. I had to buy flesh tone tights as part of the supplies to take a dance class. Flesh tone tights are not the color of my flesh. This assumption of white as the default is white supremacy.

Small things. But those small things add up. Especially when they start in childhood. Because what this doesnโ€™t mention is on the other side you had a white child who didnโ€™t ask himself or herself about buying the tights. His or her mother didnโ€™t blink at the mention of flesh tone tights.

Everyone is the same. Equal rights. Equal opportunities.

But is it? Really?

The outrage at the word racism, because โ€œOf course, Iโ€™m not.โ€ Because we are not knowingly engaging in racism. Not going out with signs. Not burning crosses on front lawns.

And yet not recognizing the insidious way it is in society. Not recognizing privilege. Not recognizing the centuries of suffering.

โ€œBut it was such a long time ago. They should just get over it.โ€

Was it that long ago?

Was your grandfather or great grand-father going to the same schools as the grandfather of Black Americans of the same age? Your. Grandfather. This wasnโ€™t that long ago. And the ramifications of centuries of oppression doesnโ€™t disappear in the blink of an eye.

Oh and how about?

โ€œBut I struggle too. And Iโ€™m from the same neighborhood. I got out.โ€

No one has said your success isnโ€™t valid. Your success is valid. It doesnโ€™t stop your success, it simply means the color of your skin didnโ€™t further hinder you. It didnโ€™t add an additional hurdle.

โ€œI donโ€™t see color.โ€ In the โ€œWhite Fragility, Why Itโ€™s So Hard for White People to Talk about Racismโ€ book Iโ€™m currently reading, thereโ€™s a line that stayed with me. โ€œIf you donโ€™t see color, how can you see racism?โ€ There are a lot of examples in that book. And it is definitely thought-provoking.

โ€œWhy should I feel bad about being White?”
No one is asking you to feel bad about being White. I think itโ€™s missing the point if your argument is you donโ€™t want to feel guilty for something you didnโ€™t choose. No one is asking for you to beat yourself up because youโ€™re white. Recognizing a sort of privilege that comes with being white simply means (to me at least) that you now can actively find ways to fight the unconscious racial bias that is part of society. Be the kind of person whoโ€™s part of the solution. Actively part of the solution. Instead of washing your hands from the problem, โ€œbecause youโ€™re not racist.โ€ Again, you donโ€™t have to go around with tikki torches to benefit from a system that was put in place before you were born.

โ€œHinder me? In this country, we can be who we want to be.โ€
Sure. But can you recognize it is harder for POCs? There are countless studies that prove it is harder. I know itโ€™s not easy to accept. Again, it doesnโ€™t diminish your own personal success.

โ€œYouโ€™re just being a snowflake.โ€
But whoโ€™s refusing to take a closer look at oneself?

โ€œMy Black friend said it wasnโ€™t a racist problem.โ€
Did you have the discussion? Did you look at the bigger picture? Or have you decided since one of your Black friends is saying thereโ€™s no problem, then *sigh of relief* youโ€™ve been in the right all along.

โ€œThe media is responsible. Theyโ€™re throwing flames to the fire.โ€ Like the Black reporter who got arrested on live TV this morning? Or because they are reporting the words of the President?
Or because they are sensationalizing the news? Yes, sometimes there can be theatrics in news. But it doesnโ€™t take away from what happened and has been happening.

“Have you seen the real data though? There really are no issues when you look at the shooting data by police officers. I mean did you even read that article?” Yes. I read the opinion piece that circulated claiming to prove that there weren’t any problems at all of systemic racism. But that opinion piece has a lot of missing information and misleading information. First, one could argue that George Floyd was not shot so he wouldn’t count in the data shared. And then there are a lot of articles debunking the theories and sharing the bigger picture and more data. Here are a few articles which go deeper into the subject. (ForbesMinneapolis Post, Added in June: Medium.com: The โ€œMythโ€ is a Myth: the Bad Data Behind Deniers of Systemic Racism in Policing, Washington Post: Here’s why we don’t see protests when police unjustly kill white people, Current Affairs; Another article detailing why the argument made by the opinion piece from the WSJ is really limited in its argument.)

โ€œBut theyโ€™re looting, destroying their own community. How is that helping?โ€
Someone on Twitter pointed out at Colin Kaepernickโ€™s peaceful protest which also wasnโ€™t accepted because some had decided it was disrespectful. And you might get triggered and get hung up on how, yes, it is disrespectful in your eyes. And if I start talking about the protests at the capitols with people carrying their guns and verbally threatening lawmakers, youโ€™ll again tell me how this is a free country and theyโ€™re not breaking and looting anything.
Iโ€™m not condoning looting. Iโ€™m not condoning the destruction of property.
Just like I donโ€™t condone looting or the destruction of property when the University of Maryland wins against Duke.
And yet, the outrage seems less.

Jason Reynolds (the New York Times best-selling author of All American Boys, the Track series, Long Way Down, For Everyone, and Miles Morales-Spiderman.) tweeted the following:

(added the following in blue on May 30th) There’s also more and more talks about how some people burning and rioting are (1) not from the area of protestors and (2) could be from organized groups such as white supremacy groups.

And if youโ€™re now saying, โ€œBut I acknowledge this was wrong. What happened was wrong. Butโ€ฆThis is not an appropriate type of reaction.โ€

Have you stopped to think about the pain and anger thatโ€™s triggering this reaction?

Some violence might also be instigated by outside groups.

Not condoning the looting and destruction shouldnโ€™t prevent from understanding the why. Or trying to understand the why.

And an author I admire (Nic Stone, love her books) shared this quote from Martin Luther King, Jr. Did you know this quote? I didnโ€™t:

โ€œโ€ฆI think America must see that riots do not develop out of thin air. Certain conditions continue to exist in our society which must be condemned as vigorously as we condemn riots. But in the final analysis, a riot is the language of the unheard. And what is it that America has failed to hear? It has failed to hear that the plight of the Negro poor has worsened over the last few years. It has failed to hear that the promises of freedom and justice have not been met. And it has failed to hear that large segments of white society are more concerned about tranquility and the status quo than about justice, equality, and humanity. And so in a real sense our nationโ€™s summers of riots are caused by our nationโ€™s winters of delay. And as long as America postpones justice, we stand in the position of having these recurrences of violence and riots over and over again. Social justice and progress are the absolute guarantors of riot prevention.โ€ (โ€œThe Other Americaโ€ speech at Stanford University)

โ€œWell, theyโ€™re being racist too. So much anti-whiteness going on these days.โ€ Iโ€™ve only seen a couple of acquaintances posting memes like these on my Facebook wall. And we could have an entire discussion on why this discussion point is to put it mildly extremely problematic. Maybe you can start by reading this:
http://www.milwaukeeindependent.com/โ€ฆ/myth-anti-whiteness-โ€ฆ/

โ€œYou donโ€™t understand. Youโ€™re French anyways.โ€

True. I am. And racism is a problem in France too. Iโ€™m not denying that. The history of colonialism isnโ€™t something that, in my view, has been entirely dealt with. Thereโ€™s definitely internalized racism in France too. When you apply to a job with a certain name, your chance of getting that job are lower. Iโ€™m fully aware of this.

However, being French doesnโ€™t prevent me from reading and informing myself and recognizing what is happening around me.

Being French doesnโ€™t prevent me from feeling like Iโ€™m part of the United States too, loving this country and understanding it is not perfect. Iโ€™ve been living in the United States for about eleven years. This is a home to me too.

I want to believe we want to do better. To be better. I want to believe that the majority of us want to strive to be better. To help.

So if youโ€™ve read this entire post, I might not have convinced you. You might still be coming up in your mind with counter-arguments for every point Iโ€™ve just made. Maybe ask yourself why that is.

Because what did I write that may have offended you?
What did I write that was not based on facts?
What do you have to lose by trying to actively do something against racism? Since we all tend to agree that racism is bad. If we dig deeper and find those bias, if we realize that it is institutionalized, then maybe we can do better. Maybe we can be better.

And in case you want to know more about what we can do, or how to inform ourselves more, here are several links with resources.

โ€ข โ€œAnti-racism resourcesโ€ : https://docs.google.com/โ€ฆ/1BRlF2_zhNe86SGgHa6-VlBOโ€ฆ/previewโ€ฆ
โ€ข โ€œFOR OUR WHITE FRIENDS DESIRING TO BE ALLIESโ€: https://sojo.net/articโ€ฆ/our-white-friends-desiring-be-allies
* Unconcious Bias and its Influence on Decision Making https://gradschool.princeton.edu/โ€ฆ/diversiโ€ฆ/unconcious-biasโ€ฆ

And let me know if youโ€™ve read or are reading โ€œWhite Fragility โ€“ why itโ€™s so hard for white people to talk about racism.โ€ or any of the many many books highlighted in the resources above.

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Stai imparando lโ€™inglese? Are you learning Italian?

This book can help you with that: one page in English, one page in Italian …
Questo libro puรฒ aiutarti: una pagina รจ in inglese e una in italiano.

Lei รจ la sorella piรน piccola del suo migliore amico. Lui รจ il miglior rubacuori in circolazione. Non dovrebbero stare insieme. Perรฒ questโ€™estate la tentazione sarร  grande.

Sheโ€™s his best friendโ€™s little sister. Heโ€™s the biggest player of them all. They shouldnโ€™t be together. But this summerโ€™s just too tempting.

Sarร  unโ€™estate senza precedenti.
Itโ€™s going to be a summer like no other.

Lโ€™obiettivo che la sedicenne Emilia Moretti si รจ prefissata per lโ€™estate รจ semplice: dimenticarsi che il migliore amico di suo fratello โ€“ Nick Grawsky โ€“ sia mai esistito. Dovrebbe essere facile: lui passerร  lโ€™estate negli Hamptons, andando ad aggiungere ragazze in bikini succinti alla sua lista di cuori spezzati. E garantito che non le tratterร  come delle sorelle. Questโ€™estate Emilia non starร  sveglia di notte pensando a lui. Avrร  bisogno di perfezionarsi in modo impeccabile nella danza classica, se spera di combinare qualcosa di buono il prossimo anno. E poi รจ finalmente pronta a cercare i suoi genitori naturali. Ma quando Nick decide di restare in cittร , tutta la risolutezza di Emilia svanisce nellโ€™istante di una piroetta. Forse รจ la svolta di cui avevano bisogno per stare insieme. Fintanto che lei non si mette a sperare nel โ€˜vissero per sempre felici e contentiโ€™ โ€ฆ

Nick รจ stanco di fingere di essere il classico tipo contento che ama divertirsi. Suo padre vuole che abbandoni i sogni di una carriera da ballerino professionista per diventareโ€ฆ avvocato. Dovrร  quindi concentrarsi appieno sulla danza per dare prova al caro paparino della sua possibilitร  di diventare qualcuno. E per gentile concessione di Emilia, potrebbe capitargli di subire la peggiore frustrazione romantica della storia. Lei รจ irraggiungibile. Off-limits. Il codice di fratellanza con Roberto proibisce pensieri audaci nei suoi confronti. E poi lui non รจ tipo da fidanzamenti: ha tempo solo per le scappatelle, per ragazze che non si aspettano chissร  che, per ragazze a cui non รจ costretto a dare il bacio della buonanotte. Sa che dovrebbe resisterle, ma non รจ sicuro di volerlo fareโ€ฆ

Almeno per questโ€™estate.
Sarร  unโ€™estate senza precedenti.
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Sixteen-year-old Emilia Morettiโ€™s goal for the summer is simple: forget her brotherโ€™s best friendโ€”Nick Grawskyโ€”ever existed. It should be easy: Heโ€™s spending his summer in the Hamptons, adding girls in tiny bikinis to his list of broken hearts. Guarantee he wonโ€™t be telling them theyโ€™re like his little sisters. This summer, Emilia wonโ€™t stay awake at night thinking about him. Sheโ€™ll need flawless ballet movements to have a shot at next yearโ€™s showcase, and sheโ€™s finally ready to search for her birth parents. But when Nick decides to stay in the city, Emiliaโ€™s resolve disappears in a pirouette. Maybe itโ€™s the spin they needed to be together. As long as she doesnโ€™t get stuck believing in happily ever afterโ€ฆ

Nick is tired of pretending to be the happy, letโ€™s-have-fun guy. His father wants him to change his career from professional dancer toโ€ฆlawyer. He needs to put all of his focus on dancing to prove to Daddy Dearest heโ€™s good enough to make it big. And he may have a case of the bluest balls in history courtesy of Emilia. Sheโ€™s off-limits: The bro code with Roberto even forbids the dirty thoughts he has about her. Besides, heโ€™s not boyfriend material. He only has time for flings, for girls who donโ€™t expect much, for girls he doesnโ€™t want to kiss goodnight. He knows he should resist her, but heโ€™s not sure he wants toโ€ฆ

At least for this summer.
Itโ€™s going to be a summer like no other.

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So happy to announce: Escono Oggi- UN’ESTATE SENZA PRECEDENTI…

Today is the release day of the Italian version of A Summer Like No Other. I am so so excited about it. I even got one of the coveted little best-selling flags for it on Amazon Italy. ๐Ÿ™‚

Thank you so much to my translator: Annalisa Lovat and my proofreader Cinzia Novi ๐Ÿ™‚ and stay tuned for more information on bilingual editions of A SUMMER LIKE NO OTHER in Italian coming soon. And for the Italian version of ALWAYS SECOND BEST.

๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ“šย ESCONO OGGIย ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ“š
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Amazon Kindle:ย https://amzn.to/2TH0tK9
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iTunes:ย https://books.apple.com/us/book/id1513072384
Kobo:ย https://www.kobo.com/it/it/ebook/un-estate-senza-precedenti
GooglePlay:ย https://bit.ly/GooglePlayASLNOSee Translation

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writing

#TeaserTuesday First Lines…

What’s the first line of the book you’re currently reading?

Here are the first lines of my novels (including my Work-In-Progress).

  • ย “Bucket List Item also known as “What was I thinking?” or “You’re going to rock this” List (depending on the days): Blind date – tomorrow.” (UNTITLED – Current WiP)
  • “Hereโ€™s what we all know: Sometime this week or the next or the one after that, we will find another dead girl.” (FEAR ME, FEAR ME NOT). Technically the first line of that novel is: Fear. (but I took the first line of the second chapterย :P).
  • โ€œEvil doesnโ€™t sleep, doesnโ€™t rest, doesnโ€™t forget.โ€ (SEE ME, SEE ME NOT)
  • “The daisies on my motherโ€™s tomb remind me of happier times.” (TRUST ME, TRUST ME NOT)
  • “Blood. The blood is everywhere.” (ONE DREAM ONLY)
  • “Chopinโ€™s music is the soundtrack of my life.” (ONE TWO THREE).
  • “The pop music blasts from the speakers so loudly that it resonates within me.” (A SUMMER LIKE NO OTHER)
  • “I SHOULD HAVE STAYED at the School of Performing Arts this weekend.” (ALWAYS SECOND BEST).
  • “Kneeing a guy in the balls might not be the best idea.” (LOVE IN B MINOR)

Happy reading! Stay safe โค

Uncategorized

Let’s Do Something Good Now – The Happy Messages edition

Two years ago, I organized an auction called “Let’s Do Something Now” to benefit associations helping young adults with cancer. And I thought, while I can’t organize an auction right now, I’d like to do something good ๐Ÿ™‚

I have treatment on Monday (maintenance immunotherapy treatment after autologous stem cell transplant in October). And for the first time ever, due to the restrictions at the hospital and cancer center, the Chemical Engineer won’t be able to come with me. Since diagnosis in October 2017, he’s been with me at all my treatments. And I know that makes me lucky. One, that he is such an amazing and supportive husband (yes Alex, you’re the best ;-)), and two, that his bosses and colleagues enabled him to be there. And I know everyone at the cancer center and I know the procedures and how everything works. It’s so much harder for the patients who are just getting diagnosed or who don’t know what is happening with their treatments due to the current situation.

And it reminds me again how nurses, doctors, techs and all hospital workers have been supportive and amazing throughout. And it also reminds that stem cell transplant patients probably can’t have visitors right now and this must be so hard. I know my parents and Alex’s visits helped me tremendously.

So, I was wondering if you’d like to send messages (short messages, encouraging letters, videos) or drawings (by taking a picture of the drawings) to the people working there and/or to the patients in the stem cell unit.

How?

  • Let me know if I can also upload them to my website ๐Ÿ™‚

THANK YOU! โค

Motivation Monday

Looking for online bookish/writing content & activities for kids & teens? Authors are helping…

Hello, I know times are very uncertain right now. And with schools closing and social distancing and activities canceled, kids’ and teens’ and their families’ routine have been upended. And yes, personnally, my anxiety is pretty much riding on a roller coaster of emotions, but I saw this going around and it made me laugh:

And this Facebook update from my friend, Sara, still has me smiling:

So, during this time, Kidlit, MG and YA authors (and now I’m wondering what the definition of Kidlit is…what ages does that term encompass? and shouldn’t I know that already? Anyways…) are helping parents and children, pre-teens and teens by sharing more online content. It not only can give new ideas for discussions or activities, I think it also brings another layer of connection to the outside world.

Oh and did you know that Audible announced a new site with free streaming of titles for kids and families? https://stories.audible.com/start-listen

Below you’ll find the links to articles from the New York Times and BookRiot with authors who are sharing interviews, ways to draw, reading out loud and so on…

But as this list always grows and more and more authors & illustrators & publishing houses are offering content, I’m first adding a few authors who I haven’t seen mentioned in those articles. And if you have content, don’t hesitate to add them in the comments.

  • YA and MG New York Times bestselling author Kelly Yang offers free online writing class for teens on Instagram M/W/F and then post the videos on her website.

Kelly Yang is the New York Times bestselling author of FRONT DESK, winner of the 2019 Asian Pacific American Award for Children’s Literature, PARACHUTES (YA debut novel, May 2020, Harpercollins) and THREE KEYS (Front Desk Sequel, Sept 2020, Scholastic). FRONT DESK is Kelly’s award-winning middle grade debut novel about a 10 year old Chinese American immigrant girl who manages the front desk of a motel while her parents clean the rooms.ย FRONT DESK was awarded the 2019 Asian Pacific American Award for Literature, the Parents’ Choice Gold Medal, is the 2019 Global Read Aloud, and has earned numerous other honors including being named an Amazon Best Book of the Year, a Washington Post Best Book of the Year, a Kirkus Best Book of the Year, a School Library Journal Best Book of the Year, a NPR Best Book of the Year, and a Publisher’s Weekly Best Book of the Year.

  • Kidlit Author Rachele Alpine created a Virtual Book Club for elementary to middle school readers on Facebook: The Flashlight Society

Welcome to the coolest virtual book club around! While this group is geared toward elementary to middle school readers, any one who loves to read is welcome to hang with us. And we promise not to tell if you hide under your covers and read past your bedtime! https://www.facebook.com/groups/theflashlightsociety

Rachele Alpine is a lover of sushi, coffee, and busting a move on the dance floor. One of her first jobs was at a library, but it didn’t last long, because all she did was hide in the third-floor stacks and read. Now she’s a little more careful about when and where she indulges her reading habit. By day she’s a high school English teacher, and by night she writes with the companionship of the world’s cutest dog, Radley, a big cup of coffee, and a full bag of gummy peaches. Rachele lives with her husband and son in Cleveland, Ohio, but dreams of moving back to Boston, the city she fell in love with while attending graduate school there.

  • Penguin Kids is starting a virtual storytime #ReadTogetherBeTogether

Debbie Ridpath Ohi is the author and illustrator of Where Are My Books? and Sam & Eva (both with Simon & Schuster Books For Young Readers). Her writing and/or illustrations have appeared in nearly 25 books for young people, including titles by Judy Blume, Michael Ian Black and Linda Sue Park. Her books have been a Junior Library Guild Selection, New York Times Notable Children’s Book, Missouri Building Block Picture Book Award winner, National Post Best Books For Kids, Indie Kids’ Next choice, shortlisted for the CCBC Marilyn Baillie Picture Book Award, among others, and have also been featured on The Late Show With Stephen ColbertLate Night With Seth Meyers and NBC’s Today Show. Debbie posts about reading, writing and illustrating childrenโ€™s books at Inkygirl.com. You can find out more about Debbie and her work at DebbieOhi.com as well as on Twitter at @inkyelbows, Instagram at @inkygirl and Youtube at @debbieohi.

  • Middle grade fiction author Lindsay Currie teaches how to write “spooky”.

An author of middle grade fiction, Lindsay is represented by Kathleen Rushall, of Andrea Brown Literary Agency. Her publications include: The Peculiar Incident on Shady Street, (Simon & Schuster/Aladdin 2017), Scritch Scratch (Sourcebooks, September 1 2020), Untitled MG (Sourcebooks 2021)

  • YA author Brigid Kemmerer is organizing Instagram live with authors

Brigid Kemmerer (New York Times bestselling author of dark and alluring Young Adult novels like A Curse So Dark and LonelyMore Than We Can Tell, and Letters to the Lost (Bloomsbury), as well as paranormal YA stories like The Elemental Series and Thicker Than Water (Kensington). ) is organizing Instagram live with authors: https://www.instagram.com/brigidkemmerer/

Here’s one next week for example:

  • MG and YA author Nic Stone is doing #FirstChapterFriday, where she reads the first chapter of one of her books aloud.

Nic Stone was born and raised in a suburb of Atlanta, GA, and the only thing she loves more than an adventure is a good story about one. After graduating from Spelman College, she worked extensively in teen mentoring and lived in Israel for a few years before returning to the US to write full-time. Growing up with a wide range of cultures, religions, and backgrounds, Stone strives to bring these diverse voices and stories to her work. You can find her goofing off and/or fangirling over her adorable little family on most social media platforms.

  • New York Times article: Home with your kids? Writers want to help.
  • BookRiot: KID LIT AUTHORS STEPPING UP DURING THE COVID-19 CRISIS AND QUARANTINE

https://www.bookriot.com/2020/03/16/kidlit-authors-stepping-up-during-the-covid-19-crisis-and-quarantine/

If you’re an kidlit author and would like to share your online content, don’t hesitate to leave a comment.

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Elodie